God Damn Man Child

You said I should value myself more then just my inherit ability to please a man while on my knees. You suggested this to me while I was pleasing you on my knees, like that wasn’t in fact all you wanted from me. My knees sunken in gravel, body getting chills as the cold breeze from the night sky hit us. Was I just a whore to you the whole time? It felt that might be true the way I was just a trauma case to study but the animalistic beast in you still wanted a piece of me for yourself. Fuck me in the woods with slight intimidation of my confidence and leave me feeling small. It should’ve made me feel disgust for you and partly it did but mostly it was just your facade that disgusted me. Lying about your age and your height trying to seem like you were more than the man you are. Not like you weren’t an attractive man to me another bulked up hunk on testosterone but I just liked you cause you seemed less inclined to treat me like shit guess it was all a front. Worst part was I kinda liked you, thought you were cool the whole masculine thing you had going on obsessed with me calling me a Punk Princess. You were taken aback by how willing I was to please, you expected me to be coy with you but I knew what I wanted and I get what I want. Should’ve known by the way you ignored me the first time after exploding inside me lasting mere seconds. Maybe you were kinda embarrassed you couldn’t last long enough to please me how I should be treated but I guess it was just the attention you gave me that felt enough. I didn’t really think too much about it until after when I was still horny and unsatisfied with the job done. I got overly use to that feeling with men I didn’t expect much more from you, I really should value myself more but honestly fuck you for saying it. You were tall enough, strong enough, hot enough, I liked you enough, that was enough, why does it gotta be a whole insecurity game with the games you play in your head? You made me into some case to make yourself feel better. Project your issues onto me and act as if I’d understand because I’m cool and “don’t over react” it’s like, you wonder why woman really just hate men? Man up a little! Stop pretending you’re so wholesome and would try to wine and dine me when we are meeting after dark in a secluded forest to get it on. “God damn man child.” You tried to fuck me so good I’d say I love you but you fell short just like your height on your hinge profile.